*sighs* It has been awful, I'm really looking forward to 2015 being a much better year.

It's been easier to latch onto the good parts lately. Which is kinda a new thing for me, never quite realized just how depressed I was all my life. Which has been another thing that made this year rough, a lot of introspection and looking hard at all my relationships no matter the type.

Don't think I could have done it without Heslestor, never have I had someone make me so happy.